i've been thinking quite a bit lately, although never as much as i would like to. not sitting around thinking, but processing through things outloud with some dear friends. what a wonderful, wonderful gift community is. i handwrote what i intended to be a blog around new years, but it's in the bedroom of my sleeping roommate. it's about change, homes and love. one day, i'll remember to share it.

continuing with the thoughts of the previous post, the conclusion i've come to is that there are times when i'm utterly disgusted with "christian culture" it can play out so differently from what i can imagine jesus being thrilled with. gandhi puts it beautifully,

"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."

i suppose i will continue on, listening to beautiful music, enjoying the company of dear friends, sending others on their far-off adventures, longing for justice, and hoping to learn more what it is to be like our christ.